My birthday is January 2nd
I care for people more than most do.
Ask me for a favor and I'll probably do it.
I want piercings oh so bad, and i finally got in.
I write songs which always has a meaning.
All of them are for Farah.
Farah, she's my future wife :)
I play the guitar,!
I'm not who I once was, everyone changes.
I'm a very forgiving person.
I get jealous very easily.
I don't sleep much. Seems like a waste of time.
I'm a pretty cool person.
My hair is naturally wavy.
I hate people who would rather ruin the world than create it.
I believe everyone has the chance to change.
I can't hold a grudge for the life of me.
I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve.
I want to be a victoria's secret model when I grow up. HAHAHA
My fave animal is a penguin. :3
I can admit when I'm wrong.
If you think I copy you, it's not like you own the shit I like.
I sometimes take things way too seriously.
Time is never on my side.
I may have my faults, but I make up for them.
I'm learning how to stand up for myself, but it's not easy.
I could knit for days on end.
Letting things go is hard for me.
I don't drink or do drugs, it only leads to problems.
Dancing with Farah makes me super happy.
I think it's only right to express yourself.
Growing up sucks, but we all have to at some point.
I don't like to stand with the crowd.
I'm very open minded.
Talk. I'll listen.
Get to know me before you judge me.
I'm trying to figure out who I am slowly, so don't rush me.
Give me a chance, you won't regret it.
In time. I'll have more to offer.

I AM AT THE TOP OF MY RAGE.

Someone's been being a weirdo,
towards my girl.
I can't control myself.
I can't stay here any longer.
I don't wanna be here anymore,
I wanna go back to Malaysia,
and be with Farah.
I'm 1000 miles away,
and i feel useless,
I'm afraid if something bad would happen.
I don't like being apart.
I FEEL USELESS.
and I hope she'll be okay.
She's a tough one,
i doubt but still,
I wanna be there for her.
I miss you Farah :(

The right Train

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After thee three days she said we should broke up now.

And I didn’t nag. At least there’s something than nothing.

But I know it doesn’t ends there,

It just can’t be.

And so, after that, she told me to stop asking her to be my girlfriend,

And I did as what I was told,

Besides I have been thinking,

She can have the time of her life,

And we should just take our sweet time,

Besides I’m going nowhere,

I’ll be there for her whenever she needs me or doesn’t.

And the days when we’re not together,

We have fun under the sun and the thick grey sky,

I spent time with her a lot,

It’s different,

I spent my time mostly at her house,

We don’t hang out at the mall a lot,

As her dad’s so strict and she cant go out too much.

I’m only allowed to hang out at her place,

And I cant take her out often unless it’s an urgent occasion,

I am truly deeply in love with her.

Just like a fat kid loves cakes.

Lastly,

It was time for me to go.

I didn’t realize I was growing up.

I didn’t feel a thing.

I was going to fucking college,

And I had to leave her for awhile again.

That’s not the right word ey ?

No I didn’t leave her.

It’s just that I was going away for awhile.

COLLEGE. Sounds like cote and I hate it.

One night on a late November,

I went for a dinner with Farah and her family,

To celebrate another occasion,

Which I didn’t remember what it’s about.

And,

I told her I love her,

And she said she loves me too,

Which she rarely does face to face,

I was head over heels.

I asked her,

“Are we going to be together again ?”

“yes”

“when?”

“why ?”

“I’m going away, early January.”

“Away? Where? Why ? Away from me ?”

“I’m going to college, going back to America, I don’t wanna go away from you. But I have to. It’s for my future. Our future.”

“Why can’t you just go to UITM ?”

“Because, I’ll struggle. You know…”

“Are you coming back ?”

“Yes. Of course.”

“How long ?”

“I’m not so sure.”

“Do you think it’ll be long ?”

“Yes, I think so”

“Oh.”

“But I’ll be back.”

“So now what ?”

“Answer me, when are we going to be together again ?”

“Why do you ask me ?”

“Who else?”

“You.”

“Me ?”

“Yes you.”

“What about now ?”

She just smiled with her eyes staring at me full of hunger.

She didn’t seem serious,

But she didn’t seem like she was joking too.

“Was that a yes ?”

“I don’t know. What do you think ?” she smiled again.

“Urm nope ?”

Her smile drops 100 km/h.

“You suck in guessing.”

“So it was a yes?”

“Don’t spoil it Adri Khon.”

I kiss her forehead and said,

“Thanks, you make me the luckiest man on earth.”

That same insane smile appeared.

And I could have gone nuts.

ONE THING ABOUT LOVE IS,

IT IS IS ALWAYS THERE.

IT’S JUST WE’RE CONFUSED AND MAKING IT ALL COMPLICATED.

IT’S THERE ALL ALONG AND YOU SHOULD NOT GIVE UP.

BECAUSE IF YOU DO,

YOU KNOW YOU’RE ON THE WRONG TRAIN.

Because she's special,

It's not fiction,
it's fact.
I am in love with Farah and no one could ever changed that.
I think of her everyday,every night, I am gone, far away from her again.
I miss her, i missed her, and i'll miss her.
I am farah-addict.

I'm a bad writer

Yes yes i know,
I have 0% mood.
Farah's mad at me for not picking her up today.
You have no idea, how guilty I am.
God !
Bye