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After thee three days she said we should broke up now.
And I didn’t nag. At least there’s something than nothing.
But I know it doesn’t ends there,
It just can’t be.
And so, after that, she told me to stop asking her to be my girlfriend,
And I did as what I was told,
Besides I have been thinking,
She can have the time of her life,
And we should just take our sweet time,
Besides I’m going nowhere,
I’ll be there for her whenever she needs me or doesn’t.
And the days when we’re not together,
We have fun under the sun and the thick grey sky,
I spent time with her a lot,
It’s different,
I spent my time mostly at her house,
We don’t hang out at the mall a lot,
As her dad’s so strict and she cant go out too much.
I’m only allowed to hang out at her place,
And I cant take her out often unless it’s an urgent occasion,
I am truly deeply in love with her.
Just like a fat kid loves cakes.
Lastly,
It was time for me to go.
I didn’t realize I was growing up.
I didn’t feel a thing.
I was going to fucking college,
And I had to leave her for awhile again.
That’s not the right word ey ?
No I didn’t leave her.
It’s just that I was going away for awhile.
COLLEGE. Sounds like cote and I hate it.
One night on a late November,
I went for a dinner with Farah and her family,
To celebrate another occasion,
Which I didn’t remember what it’s about.
And,
I told her I love her,
And she said she loves me too,
Which she rarely does face to face,
I was head over heels.
I asked her,
“Are we going to be together again ?”
“yes”
“when?”
“why ?”
“I’m going away, early January.”
“Away? Where? Why ? Away from me ?”
“I’m going to college, going back to
“Why can’t you just go to UITM ?”
“Because, I’ll struggle. You know…”
“Are you coming back ?”
“Yes. Of course.”
“How long ?”
“I’m not so sure.”
“Do you think it’ll be long ?”
“Yes, I think so”
“Oh.”
“But I’ll be back.”
“So now what ?”
“Answer me, when are we going to be together again ?”
“Why do you ask me ?”
“Who else?”
“You.”
“Me ?”
“Yes you.”
“What about now ?”
She just smiled with her eyes staring at me full of hunger.
She didn’t seem serious,
But she didn’t seem like she was joking too.
“Was that a yes ?”
“I don’t know. What do you think ?” she smiled again.
“Urm nope ?”
Her smile drops 100 km/h.
“You suck in guessing.”
“So it was a yes?”
“Don’t spoil it Adri Khon.”
I kiss her forehead and said,
“Thanks, you make me the luckiest man on earth.”
That same insane smile appeared.
And I could have gone nuts.
ONE THING ABOUT LOVE IS,
IT IS IS ALWAYS THERE.
IT’S JUST WE’RE CONFUSED AND MAKING IT ALL COMPLICATED.
IT’S THERE ALL ALONG AND YOU SHOULD NOT GIVE UP.
BECAUSE IF YOU DO,
YOU KNOW YOU’RE ON THE WRONG TRAIN.
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